All Nighter

So I'm still up, cause i had homework to do and i forgot it was all due today. So there was a lot of reading for me to do. So i probably could have finished my homework by 3, but i chose to stay up because i have a class at 10 and i know for sure if i went to sleep i would have a hard time waking up for the class. I never really go to my math discussion, but i want to go today cause im getting my midterm back and i want to see it. So that is why i am still up. I want to see how this works out, hopefully after all my classes i crash and have a hecka good sleep, but who knows. Tuesdays are the worst days for me 'cause they are the classes i hate the most, and they are all spread apart with like 2 hour breaks in between which i hate. So i dont know. Its 5:30 and idk what to do to keep myself occupied. I've just finish watching Heroes, I've taken a dump, i'm  most likely going to watch Prison Break right now. Then ill see what happens next.

In

I had a great time last night. I finally feel that i fit in with this group of people. Just more nights like this , It'll be close to what i'm use too. I'll be fine here...

That Moment

Have you ever had those moments like where everything is going right for you. Like its not just a day, but like a couple of days, or even weeks. Of course it's like the best thing ever because nothing bad is happening to you. It pretty much is living the good life. For me, i remember having it and realizing how to achieve this, "good life." All i needed to do was pretty much do nothing bad at all. Like just live without sin pretty much. Its pretty much like obvious, like, NOT SINNING = GOOD STUFF. But i'm a religious person, and it actually works. Like not everything you want in life comes to you, its just that everyday you're happy and satisfied with what happened. It's pretty cool. Recently though, like i've been doing the good, but i felt like i wasn't getting anything in return, but then eventually last night, i was satisfied with what happened. So hopefully the days that i wasn't fully satisfied adds up to one great big satisfaction for me. I don't know if what i said makes sense, but yeah. So... i just thought i'd like to share this. It might sound lame to some people, but i think its cool.

Weekend

So right now i can't sleep right now. Im not tired at all, i'm just bored and trying to find something to do. I've looked at printers online to buy, and i tried watching the 2nd Narnia movie but i didn't get into it like i did on the first one. So like after 20-30 minutes of watching it i just quit. So today, it my 2nd weekend here at riverside, and it is boring. Not having a car sucks. So I pretty much hung out in the room, then went to play pool with Steven and Huy. Like yesterday, i didn't play too good. So after, i went over to hang out with Huy at the room, and we were bored so we went to go play pool again. And it was frustrating losing, and sucking so bad. According to Ton, "i've lost my mojo." But then Norman comes and i play him and won so i was a little happy for actually getting a win. Pretty much after we just hung out at their building, and their peoples there. Then i left to go to wal-mart with my cousin since i needed to buy some stuff. Then i came back to Norman and Huys building and just watched Juno with their building. I like the K building, better than my building. Their RA said that i'm like a member of their building since im always there. And told me to go to their building meeting tomorrow. It's cool. So yeaahhhh...

Somewhat Home...

So today, or pretty much yesterday, was my uncle's birthday, that is why im out of riverside and back here at hanford. I was pretty excited to see everyone again, and it was like a big homecoming for me. I hung around my family more often when i got back home, rather than just staying in my room and on the laptop, i just hung out in the living room. It was different, i did  miss them. Then earlier today, when my aunts and uncles came from santa clara, my aunts gave me hugs, and it was different, 'cause usually i don't give them hugs or get hugs unless it's a special occasion, like new years or christmas. Something like that, but it was cool, shows how much they missed me.

So it was one of those big modesto parties, and i was the only malimban from the cousins or young guys here. So pretty much just chilled and played video games all day. Also went to Wal-Mart and Sonics, and i drove for the first time after like 2 weeks i think. But honestly it feels like a month since i've been gone. It feels so long since i've been home, or saw anyone. Yep.

It feels weird, knowing i'll be going back to riverside tomorrow or later on today. I'm just noticing how different it is. Like there is still so much to explore and to do at riverside, and i'm not fully settled yet.  i'm not saying i'm unhappy with riverside, im just saying that im still adapting to it and there is still a lot of things that i need to do there to get comfortable. It is going to be somewhat like home to me for the next couple of years.